since this wordpress account was renewed i guess i’ll start this off by adding a little write up of our last d&d (dungeons and dragons) session. i love to be the dm (dungeon master), mostly it’s because i love to tell a story, but i think deep inside it’s because i love to be in charge. […]

took 3rd low net in today’s tourney. it feels pretty good to post good score. 76 and 79 this week. the 79 is pretty decent, but should’ve been lower had it not been for a 43 on the front with 2 birdies. let’s hope this trend continues so i reach my goal of 5 by […]

i have no family and this is my life. all i ever wanted was a family. and i married the one person that has taken that away from me… the one woman that needs to be alpha. there is no parental cohesion. i really want to drink myself comatose.

so here i am… alone and it’s my birthday. i’m alone because my wife thought it best to go to an archery event with the kids instead of staying home. my own son wanted to spend time with his friend at a sleepover instead of hanging out with good ole pops. ugh…

i cried today… a lot. well, a lot for me. it was a short burst for about 15 minutes while i talked to my mom about how i felt depressed… why i felt depressed. i felt like i was doing wrong by my son. he’s my only child and he’s the light in my life […]

it’s been over a week since i’ve written about what’s been going on and as i stare at this screen i’m thinking about all the things i could be doing except writing. in fact, i just went upstairs to rouse stout from his sleep to avoid just to postpone a bit more. why? i don’t […]

i don’t believe there’s any another band that can emote the human condition in all of its forms, feelings and mortality as queen. i recall, for the first time, a night at the opera and my good friend ed neville who introduced me to queen for the first time. it was magical… orgasmic even. i […]