it’s hard to write these posts after i’ve already processed all the emotions from the subject i want to vent about. there’s nothing for me to really say about the position that i didn’t get… again… but i digress. apparently, i’m good enough to operate as chief of the division, i’m just not good enough to actually be promoted into the position. it was a popularity contest and my ex boss is the one guy that i thought wouldn’t fall into the political crowd. boy, did he prove me wrong, then had the nerve to tell me that he didn’t want our friendship to change… go fuck yourself, kashif. you did the one thing i never thought you’d do, you let others influence your decision. you know how i know? i was your right hand man for fucking years and then i get bumped by a guy that was a wan manager for a year or two?! someone on my own team told me you asked what he thought if i were chief. that means if you asked one, you asked most. you made it a popularity contest and you can eat shit and die for all i care. i deserved better, you fucking coward.