sigh

i never thought i would be so attached to a pet, but coco wasn’t a pet, he was family.

he passed away this week and i’m still numb to it. he’s been with the ex so i didn’t get the change to say good bye or to hold him one last time before he was done with this world. i want to be more emotional, but i stop myself because the anger i feel for not being with him. i wanted them both (stout) so bad. i really did.

i’ll get over it eventually, but in the meantime…

here’s to the best boy i ever knew. i love and miss you, coco. hope you’re running around like THIS in doggie heaven